Nothing Left

There is nothing left. a smoky loft, a blackened mess. No air left for breath. Toxic death. Nothing left. There’s nothing left just chunks of ash, charred isolation; The whole apartment is wasted. Hopeless frustration. Total Devastation. Nothing left. There is nothing left my cat and I are now homeless. We should have burnt with [...]

Chill

Chill. Relax. Take a vital breath Life isn’t that bad yet. You will stress yourself to death. I can see that you are stressed. Why live with such regret? Get out of this mess? Chill. Forget.  © By PollutedPoet On 3/5/2010 4:38:26 PM

Aggressively Hesitating

I’m openly entombed in the bright dark aggressively hesitating to escape publicly closeted in this self crafted space a light steadily flickering in this unknown place I’m freely confined to express denial my dark thoughts are illuminating, Inspiration in nothingness contradicting, I love it this way I’m trapped in my escape I hatefully love my [...]

HAZE

My world is blurry and surreal but I’m way to lost to care Dazed in this hazy fog bloodshot vision is unclear Choking through this smog I try to remain cautious Searching for fresh air I’m sickened and I’m nauseous Why should I even care? to breathe fresh air once more since I engulfed myself [...]

Across this Vast Ocean

Across This Vast Ocean Pt. 1 Across this vast ocean, my spirit is being snatched. I’ve floated away, so alone and detached. I’ve crossed this ocean in an effort to move foward. Yeah, I’m on a path, but what’s that path headed toward? Uncertainty has led me here and uncertainty draws me back. My will [...]

Armor

I can see through you see through your lies you put on so much armor but it”s no disguise your secrets are buried under your flesh to dig them up is your last wish you never ask for pity yet you shame yourself ashamed of yourself you never ask for help the pain inside lingers [...]

I AM NOT DEAD (minute poem)

LET GO OF THE PAST, Plan ahead! I AM NOT DEAD! I am not stuck I won”t give up   I need to move on, make things right This is my fight… life, defend it I can”t end it   Stop telling myself that I am done Change and become Life is worth it! I [...]

Stones

Stones I know not to burn bridges, but I still seem to clutter my paths I know how to put out the fires, but I’ll get stuck, knee deep in ash Every mountain I climb is just another stone blocking my path my path back home Every bump I hit I’ll bring it along Every [...]

Forever Altered (A Rondeau)

I am forever altered, I will never be the same dirtied with disgust, forever plagued by shame for 13 years, I have been polluted with this pain 13 years with this rage, trying to keep sane 13 years of scornful self blame Knowing I’m just a victim of their blasphemous game I still blame myself for [...]

Is There a Pill? (An Emo Limerick)

Is there a pill to make it go away?  Is there a chance the pain is here to stay?  the pain is oh so real it’s all that I can feel Why do I want to live another day?